Never let your fear decide your fate.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

With a little help from my friends

Lately, I've been thinking alot about the friends I have in my life. They deserve much more than two or three sentences. Heck, I'd write them all a book if I weren't so gosh darn lazy.
Alas, this is all I can provide. I love you all.

Oh...this is Mean Emily coming in.
If you're not on here, it's because I forgot or I don't ever see you. Don't take it too personally.

Nice Emily is back now.

Hannah Lynn Rogg - You keep me sane. I would die without you.

Allison Janae Walla - You put up with my gibes. And I love you for not hating me.

Moriah Christine Rueff - You're my twin. I was just checking the mail...get it? Checking the male?

Kylie Joy White - You keep me giggling. Our sense of humour is so very close.

McKenzi Elise Parker - You put up with me.TEEN AGE DREAM. PEACE. LOVE. <3

Esther Rachel Erin Niswonger - You treat me far greater than I deserve. You are my fourth sister.

Erin Christine Murray - You crack me up, and you get me. Never leave my side, dear.

Hannah Sakoulas Griffin - You are one of the best listeners and an even greater advice giver.

Jennifer Leigh McPike - You are so inspiring. Your beauty shines in and out.

Jessika Ruth McPike - You are a friend I can always count on to love me unconditionally.

Jordan Noelle McPike - You make me want to die...of laughter and jealousy. You are truly amazing.

Heather Marie Jackson - You are the one I can count on no matter where I am. I love you.

Nicole Elizabeth Taylor Casemier - You are the pea to my rebellious pod. I would die without having you.

Natalie Rain Pellow - You are the perfect piggy back ride. I love you, Natales Thunderstorm Mattress.

Amanda Marie Cacy - You are the most loving, funny, and gorgeous person I know. Don't ever change.

Emilie Elizabeth Irons - You are: hilarious, beautiful, brilliant. Even if you can't spell Emily. <3

Audra Grace Boyd - You are the most forgiving and trustworthy. I can never thank you enough for being there when I wasn't. I love you, Audge Podge.

Amelia Kathleen Freeman - You shine, darling. Don't ever forget that, please.

Karina Marie Dunn - Your beautiful and loving way never ceases to amaze me.

Courtney Jo Coda - Your humor and beauty makes me want to see you all the time. Alas, I cannot. Please make that change.

Friday, December 24, 2010

Sometimes... Miley has the right idea.

Everything that is about to be said probably applies to you. So be self centered and think I'm only writing about you. Please.

"Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye?"
Matthew 7:3
Judging, ladies and gentlemen, is my biggest fault. I am human, therefore I have countless faults. But this is the attribute that really grinds my gears about me.
I am happy at least to acknowledge it. I know this is something to strive against, and I can try to control it. Even though 99% of the time, I fail. Sad, I know, but as Miley Cyrus would say,

"There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose."

Don't judge me for that.

Can you vent in a blog? Good. Because I'm about to.
So many people I know right now are fighting against judging, but unlike PERFECT AWESOME ME (Kidding, mind you) they don't realize they're doing it. Then, they get upset with their brothers for the speck in their eye.

Planks are big, but even pig-headed humans can see past it if they really want to.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Epiphany in a Hot Tub at 7:15am

Don't judge my fragments, please.

So there I am. Swim cap, one piece, goggles and all. After swimming 800m(which isn't a lot, mind you), I am sitting in a hot tub, thinking about my simple life.

And because of my simple life, I am happy. I have a family who loves me, friends who care, an education, an art education, and a Savior that has and always will be there for me.

Then I look around at some other people in my life. These people do not have these things. Something got off track in their life. These people didn't deserve these misfortunes, but it happened to them anyway.
Some handle it. Some don't.

The ones who don't handle it have a permenate excuse to fall back on. Which lasts only as far as I can throw you. Soon, the sympathy for you leaves. And you're left a whining cry baby who craves the pity they no longer deserve.

Then, I see the people in my life who DO have the things I have. Family. Friends. Education. And they're not happy. They complain. They make problems for themselves. They act rashly, and have no trauma to blame it on.

So to these people who do not handle their situations: Get help. I'm here. God's here. You're not alone, dearest.

And to the people who have just about everything: Be grateful. What comes around goes around and your life could be a lot worse, dear.

Time to go practice my Shakespeare.

Oh...and Janae. I'll post this so you can find it. Heh. Love you.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

I love to talk about myself

Hey, Emily?
Yeah, theater friends?
We have blogs. You should get one.

That is the creationism of this blog.
"If you don't like, then shove it. But you don't like it you love it."
Rules of this blog^^ if you don't enjoy what I say...don't read it...silly.

Welp. I'm Emily. I'm a sophomore in highschool. Real exciting. I spend my time at CPA[school] or Trilogy [other] I got through terrible music choice phases. Like right now it's Eminem and Mindless Self Indulgence. Real classy.

I like to swim in the morning. Even though its cold, I suppose its good for me.

I like stale oreos. They taste good. Fur reals, yo.

I dislike winter.

But my birthday is in 11 days.

Yeay me. Pretty much...I have no idea what I'm doing with myself. Free floating till senoir year when loans are due...applications....Maybe I'll get a job at price chopper...
Maybe not.


Oh...I'm taking French might get some Englfrench posts with me trying to be all hipster and cool....maybe.